He

He always hoped that he could be somebody important to others, somebody who could make it if he puts his effort to it.

But he now sees the flaws in him, and finds that some things within and without will never allow him to make it.

How he hopes he could be just that little bit better, but he is not. How he wishes he could be someone else altogether, but he will never be.

But he still dreams, he lives his life as best he can. He hopes, still, that one day he'll be the man he wished he could be.

Then he realizes that he didn't know exactly how the man in his wishes lived his life.