Trust

So much has happened.

Yeah in fact so much has happened I couldn't even find time to breathe easy, much less blog. Happenings, as experience taught, come in two packages. The good and the bad. I've had both. Lots of both, in fact. I'm still reeling from, I don't know, shock? That so many things have happened over such a short period of time, its just overwhelming sometimes.

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Friends. You make some, you lose some. You go on in life, you find out that people aren't so trustworthy anymore. It is appalling- and pitiful, really- that people have to be like that. It really isn't worth getting upset about; except for the fact that I actually bothered to trust, like I would trust any other. My most sincere thanks for breaking the trust I placed, for you have shown me how careless I was with something so precious. My gratitude goes to you, for teaching me a lesson in growing up, for teaching me to be distrusting. I am sure it will take me far in life; but please know that you have robbed something from me which I treasure so dearly. How are you going to pay for that despicable act of yours? You have brought me closer to your level, by taking that priceless treasure away from me. I will try not to let it evolve into hatred, because I know you will face the consequences someday. One fine day.

Meanwhile, take this in. I will never, ever sink to your level. I will not stoop as low as that. I can only hope you see the error in your ways and change. Change, for goodness' sake, or you'll regret it. You'll be such a pathetic, despicable thing for all your life.

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I think that's enough for today. I will continue, but that will be after EL mid-terms. You keep track of evolution, before it gets out of hand. Exactly what I'm trying to do.