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Its so weird how I'd forgotten what I've written in the past. Like I'd read this random emo post with a message hidden in between the lines and I couldn't for the life of me remember what was going on in between the lines! Gee, to think that all these things are but 4-5 years away. It is quite disturbing really what you forget in the span of 5 years.
Now that its raining and quiet at home I finally get some time to play piano (albeit being a terrible amateur) and think about things. Well as is always the case, I kinda came to the conclusion that I was stupid to have done and said certain things that were better left unsaid because the circumstances were just too screwed up anyway. Well I can't take back whatever's been said and done right? So I told myself I'd do my best to right the wrong and hopefully make things better. Nobody can get through life without making a mistake, and this would probably seem so trivial in like 1-2 years when hopefully I come back and reread this post.
Message for the future me: Jo you know you have always been trying your best in life, to be a good friend, good son, good brother good student, good athlete, good whatever; and there is no reason for you to stop trying because what you have is precious. I hope you haven't changed too much in that aspect (: It doesn't matter what negative things people say about you, you're simply trying your best in life to be your true self. You might feel low sometimes, feel like there's no way out, feel like nobody cares, but those feelings are lies you will get through. Live through every now with conviction!
ISAZHYFMALH.
Within a month, I'd probably will forget what that thing stands for anyway.
